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About Me Member General Film Photographer Matthea Brown19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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feeling confusion

Thu Nov 13, 2008, 1:15 PM
i am not feeling confusion. my feelings are just confused.
i know that i don't like him anymore, but then he goes and does things that remind me of how decent of a person he is and i can't help but wonder what it would be like if i DID still like him. i WANT to like him. and then when i hear him sing, it gives me those (almost) "i like you" butterflies and makes me long for someone like him to like me. i know he doesn't, and i'm ok with that, because i don't like him anymore.

but i still wish with all of my heart that he finds someone who makes him happy because if he isn't happy than it is a giant waste of one of the most decent human beings i know.




and
when he sings the word "whisper" my heart stops for a beat.

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: harmony by jeremy moll
  • Reading: too much into things
  • Watching: the office
  • Eating: microwaved chicken taquitos
  • Drinking: britta filtered water

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Thanks for the :+fav: on 3 16ths and Wood Canyon :)

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THANKS FOR THE FAV!!!!!


I feel so special that i actually know the person who faved me. :D :D

and i fail for my lenten goal...

mrh.. :P

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